Monday, May 28, 2012

Pink eye?

Last week I thought I had pink eye.  My eye was, well... pink.  And watery and crusty in the morning, but it wasn't itching or burning so I wasn't certain it was pink eye.  I know I could simply go to the doctor, get diagnosed, and get eye drops or whatever.  But... I couldn't get myself to go to the doctor.  My eye, my right eye, the one that was pink was also the eye that has an almost bare lid.  How was I supposed to go to the doctor, have him look at my eye and not notice the lack of lashes?!  I told my husband, "I really don't want to go to the doctor... it's embarrassing and I really don't want to explain or be viewed as a freak."  He told me they wouldn't view me like that, but I didn't care... And I didn't go.  

Thursday, May 24, 2012

Sometimes you need a reminder

I had a dream last night...
My husband and I were on our way to church.  About halfway there I realize that I have no make-up on.  I freak out and want to go home.  But my husband insists that we just go.  I beg him to sit in the back so hopefully no one will see me.  I had no eyelashes and was very conscience of it.  I felt very ugly and wanted to hide.  
Thankfully I woke up before anyone made fun of me... and thankfully it was a just a dream.  

Friday, May 18, 2012

How come both sets of lashes can't look decent at the same time?!?  Few weeks ago, my right lashes were actually looking pretty good, but the left were still pretty bare.  Now my right looks bare and my left is okay (kinda).  Wish I was a little more symmetrical- I'd rather have both sets bare than half and half.  Well... even better both sets full and beautiful... someday.  

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Shine

Just wanted to share one of my favorite songs... one that I don't mind getting stuck in my head :)