Today wasn't a "bad" day.  But... I feel like I could burst into tears at any given moment.  The tears are right there- just waiting.  I'm so ready for my husband to come home- he's a big part of our family and we love being together.  The kids really miss their Daddy and at their ages it's hard to express those feelings- so there's been melt downs.  On top of that, my oldest started kindergarten this week (today was her first full day).  I haven't cried (and I haven't even pulled more than usual), but I'm spent.  My emotions need a break.  Maybe I should just let it all go and let myself have a good cry tonight.  A good cry is okay...  it's better than pulling.